About My Spiritual Growth and the Discovery of December 2012
About, sixteen years ago, I underwent a major spiritual transformation after a period of deep forgiveness. Forgiveness sent me on a path of personal discovery I could never have predicted. What I have uncovered...so far is truly mind-boggling. Through counseling sessions, we uncovered I had been an abused child from an early age. I'm sure some of you can relate to this. I went through a period of anger, which lasted for a few months, and then the REAL work began. My first step was to truly FORGIVE my Grandfather for abusing me. Next I forgave my parents for not noticing the problem and protecting me. The last person and most important to forgive was myself for my failed intimate relationships. I made a conscious decision to change my life. It was time for me to take control of my future relationships and not make decisions based on my past. Within three months, I conquered depression stemming from the discovery of the extent of my abuse. I had to tip the scales by forcing myself to feel happy. Persistent focused intent caused it to finally give up and let me go in the direction of my heart. What I experienced after can only be described as a miracle.
Happiness beyond anything I could have imagined resulted. I even discovered I had an amazing gift as a talented artist without ever having a lesson. See my art at www.naturemetaphors.com. Next, I developed an acute sensitivity to the vital energy within, and the energy emitted from all things. There is more, much more to us then what we have been led to believe through the senses. The world looked much the same physically, but felt quite different. No one could explain what had happened to me. I turned to books on spirituality and Buddhism. To my relief, my research proved I WASN’T CRAZY! Books, people, situations started to find me almost like magic. They helped guide me even further along my path of healing. I sensed unseen helping hands gently nudging me in the direction of my heart. When I made the decision to change my life, God/The Universe bent over backwards to help me. To my surprise, my inner guidance prompted me to write a fictional book on the ancient Maya. It all started with a guided visualization, which is a story in itself. I had always wanted to write, but a book on the Maya? I knew very little about the ancient Maya and had never written a book. Nor did I have any idea why I was supposed to write about the Maya. I put my TRUST in God/The Universe and I quit my job!After countless hours of research, I uncovered December 21, 2012, and the ancient Maya’s significance in predicting this event. What an eye opener! It was obvious my book would be on the Mayan prophecies for 2012 and how they related to spiritual growth. My travels took me to Mexico, Guatemala and Belize to see the pyramids and other sacred places. I witnessed the famed light serpent, Quetzalcoatl, descending the stairs of the Great Temple of the Feathered Serpent at Chichen Itza during the spring equinox. I canoed a river that entered the pitch-black depths of a cave for over a mile. This journey took me into the heart of the mountain...to Xibalba...the Mayan underworld. What an experience! The ancient Maya laid their dead on ledges inside the cave. They're still there resting undisturbed. The Mayan ruins in Tikal, Chichen Itza, Tulum, Lamanai and more were part of my itinerary. I felt the ancient spirits mingling with mine. The process of writing and researching this book was to enlighten me about 2012 and the enormous possibility for spiritual growth predicted. But, it was never published. It had fulfilled its function. The purpose of my research was to educate me so I could write about the Mayan prophecies, and the huge spiritual growth possibility around 2012. Read my articles on the amazing Maya and spiritual growth. See how the Mayan prophecies for
December 21, 2012
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